Ok so at this point I'm close to desperate. This is about a guy, I know shocking. Anyway's for a while I was dating this guy his names Jonathan. We dated for 3 months that's it. We broke up because he said he didn't think he was capable of love. Not just loving me but anyone even his own family. Despite all this we remained close friends. He has come though for me when I needed help and had nobody else to turn to. For some reason whenever I'm near him I feel completely safe and protected. He's told me before that there's almost nothing he wouldn't do for me. I'll bet your wondering what the problem is... Well I think I may love him. It's such a weird thing to say because I'm only 19 and I know it's absolutely crazy to even be considering it but I honestly love him. The other delema is that he's always in pain emotionally and physically. He has some kind of illness where he head and back are always hurting and drugs can't help him anymore. The emotional is more he hates all people. You can upset him without ever knowing it just because of the way you say something. There's more but I really can't get into it because I don't want to spill all his secrets. Even with all this I want to help him and be with him. I know how stupid this sounds but when I'm not with him I feel like a part of me is missing. I have no clue what to do. This fall will be his last year here then he's moving to NYC and I may never see him again. Any advice? Should I tell him how I feel or just keep it hidden? Any advice is good advice so please, what would you do? I need help....